its kind of late isn’t it to babble about resolution of new year. its almost in the middle of January. but I have to write something you know, cause its one of my target in this year, and I don’t come up with better idea, so here it is!
2011 was quite great year. I’m not going to babbling here about my achievement in that year. cause its too personal isn’t. I got full record of it though in my personal journal. needless to say, 2011 gave me some amazing awakening. okay its too much to use word ‘awakening’. but the fact is, I’m so blessed to realize that certain things.
its just, you know, how I realize that its so important to have full record of our financial life. cash in and cash out, according to a friend’s term. with this record, I’m able to monitor ‘the healthiness’ of my financial life. its in ill condition of course if your cash out > cash in, and its healthy condition of course if your cash in > cash out. simple, right. in cash in section, I’m able to know where all my income came from. I got fixed income, but somehow I got addition income too (and I love it so much). from it, sometimes you’ll realize how suck is your accumulate wages is (when it’s too low of course), then you’ll plan to have second job. sometimes you’ll feel grateful too if your accumulate wages is so high. in cash out section, you’ll able to monitor where all your spending goes for. is it largely go for production cost (or consumption to a friend’s term)? or is it largely go for stepping up? its healthy in my opinion, if its largely go for stepping up. production cost (or consumption) in mine consists of lodge rent, meal, transportation, internet and phone bill. while stepping up section consists of all costs in sake to pursuing whatever you dream is. every month I tried to minimize production cost for maximizing stepping up section.
I remember in the late of 2011, after months analyzing these record, I found several ‘jammed’ spending. its kind of spending that I didn’t want to spend. so I felt so being forced, then I want to get rid of it. I swear to my self (another too much wording) that I want to get rid of it before 2012. from three jammed spending, now i‘m able to get rid two of it. while in cash in section, I had target too. how to maximize it. though if I could eradicate jammed spending, it means I’ll have more money too. in fact, ‘the low hanging fruit’ that previously I thought was easy to get, till today I don’t get it yet. so yeah, hope more to come.
gee, that’s long talk! ha! another awakening is, that now EVERYDAY I write in journal. about how the day is going. its abundant isn’t. though I’m still doing it. I don’t know I just want the day isn’t being forgotten. day by day evaluation is important. before we fall asleep its recommended that we take a look at what we already doing for the day. what the mistakes being done. what the achievement. I’m trying to do it, but somehow not went perfectly.
okay, enough for 2011 being share in here! now talk about 2012.unlikely 2011, in beginning of 2012 I’m not writing bunch full of targets. I’m trying to focus myself. one goal by one at a time. though I got fuck load of wish-lists in my head. but going to narrow it down one by one. I have to prioritize because the resources (money) is limited. beside it I still got targets that could be done without money. like exercising English and producing “tulisan” monthly. there are daily targets too. good behavior that I want it to turn become habit.
okay. done done.
